I'm sorry I am a couple of days late with this. Here is the next chapter of "Decisions".
When Kyle and Amanda showed up at the Rack at seven, a cheer immediately went up from their friends. Lori and Hillary both came over to greet them. "Glad to see that you could join us! Well, what do you think?"
Kyle and Amanda glanced around in amazement. There was a banner hung on one wall that said "Congratulations Amanda and Kyle" There were trays of appetizers on one table, and an actual wedding cake on another. "Where did all this come from?”
Hillary raised her hand. "That would be me."
much! But how did you..." Amanda started to ask.
"Well, I've been busy in the kitchen. As for the cake, let's just say that my favorite bakery had someone cancel their order, so we lucked out... But enough about me, I want to talk about you two." Hillary turned towards Kyle. "I've got a bone to pick with you, Muffin."
Kyle was surprised. "Why, what did I do?"
"It's what you didn't do. After all the time I've invested in giving you guys advice, making sure 'Kymanda' was a success, you went and did this without checking with me!"
"We were trying to keep it a secret..."
"Well, since you did end up married, we'll let it go this time." Hillary smiled mischievously. “Kyle, why don't you go do the 'male bonding' thing, while we have a little girl talk with the new Mrs. Trager.”
Amanda nodded to Kyle, so he moved off to join Declan. As soon as he was out of earshot (at least normal earshot), Hillary started back up. “OK, we want all the details! How did he propose? When did he get the ring...”
Hillary stopped. She was looking at Amanda's hand. A look of disappointment came over her face. “Where's the shiny new diamond? You poor thing! I'll just have to straighten him out! A girl has to get a rock!”
“Hillary, really, it's okay. You don't need to say anything.”
“How could he propose if he didn't have a ring? Kyle always plans these things out.” Hillary was confused.
“The proposal wasn't planned,” Amanda explained. “Kyle was walking me home after work and we stopped at the park and were sitting underneath a tree. We were just talking about things, and Kyle was saying how empty and incomplete he felt when we broke up. As he was telling me this, I was thinking to myself how I had had felt the exact same way. And then he said that now that we were back together, he never wanted to feel that way again, and he wanted us to be together forever.
“He said 'forever'? Oh wow!” Lori observed.
Amanda smiled. “That was my reaction! I started getting butterflies. So I asked him. 'Kyle, it sounds like you're taking about getting married...'”.
“You're the one that brought up the 'M' word? Who would have thought you could be so direct?” Hillary said in amazement. “What did he say?”
“He stopped for a minute, thinking about it. The tension was killing me! I thought maybe I had really messed up... And then he looked into my eyes, and he said 'When two people love each other, and want to be together forever, they get married...'. Next thing I know, he was kneeling next to me, asking me to marry him.”
“And you said 'yes' even though he didn't have a ring?” Hillary was still trying to get used to that idea.
Amanda smiled “Of course I said 'yes'! Kyle started to get upset when he realized he should have a ring. But I told him that I was so incredibly happy, that I didn't need the diamond. And I don't!” She looked down at the shiny gold band around her finger. “This is the ring I really wanted.”
Lori couldn't help but smile. “So what made you guys decide to get married right away?”
“That was actually Kyle's idea. We knew my mother would never approve, and to be honest, we weren't sure how your parents would react either. And there was no way we could afford an expensive wedding. So we were talking, trying to figure out what to do, and, I'll always remember this, Kyle said 'We want to be together forever. Why does forever have to wait? Why can't forever start now?' It struck me as the most romantic thing ever. We spent a couple of days thinking about it, talking abut it, just to make sure it was what we both wanted.”
“Unconventional, but still romantic... I like it!” Hillary gushed. Her expression turned to a frown as she looked at the table. “We're almost out of appetizers! Well, back to the kitchen for me!” She grabbed several of the empty trays from the table and headed off to the kitchen.
Amanda turned her attention back to Lori. “So, is it 'sister-in-laws' or 'sisters-in-law'?”
“You're the smart one, you tell me. All I know is that you're part of the family now, and I am thrilled... Oh, before I forget...” Lori reach under the table and pulled out a gift bag, which she handed to Amanda.
“Lori, you didn't need to... You've already done so much!” Amanda started to open the bag. “What is it?”
Lori pulled the bag back. “Not here, unless you want to totally embarrass yourself in front of everyone. It's a little something for later, when you and Kyle are alone...”
“Oh...” Amanda realized what Lori was referring to. “Exactly what is did you get?”
“Just some things to make tonight special. Some candles, a little perfume, a little something for you to wear...”
“To wear?” There was a trace of concern in Amanda's voice.
“Not to worry, Josh was not with me when I picked this out. Definitely the cute, romantic side of sexy, not the nasty, trashy side. Trust me, you'll like it, and so will Kyle...” Lori raised an eyebrow knowingly.
Amanda smiled weakly, “Thank you for everything....”
“You're nervous about tonight, aren't you?"
“Is it that obvious?”
“Look, Amanda, you decided to wait for the perfect guy, and now you have him, and he's your husband! In my book it doesn't get much better than that.”
“I know that... But, we've never... I mean... I just want tonight to be special, for Kyle...”
“You know what? Kyle is probably over there worrying about the same thing. I'm sure he wants tonight to be special for you. And the fact that you both are so concerned about each other, and care so much, and are so so in-tune with each other, that's what will make tonight special. For both of you. Seriously, you should relax, enjoy, and just let nature take over...”
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”There he is, the guest of honor!” said Declan, as Kyle walked over to where he and Josh were standing. “So, how does married life feel so far?”
“I don't know yet,” said Kyle sheepishly. “Today seems like such a blur.”
“You been fitted for your nose ring yet?” Declan joked.
“Nose ring? Why do I need a nose ring?”
“So Amanda can lead you around by the nose...” Declan was smiling from ear to ear.
Kyle finally figured out what was going on. “Oh, it's an expression! Indicating a man's loss of freedom once he is married.”
“Damn straight, Bro!” chimed in Josh. “No more rowdy nights of male bonding, unless you ask Amanda's permission first, of course.”
“Speaking of male bonding...” Declan pulled out his hip flask. “Do you want me to stiffen your drink for you?”
“Ugh!” Kyle pulled his drink away. “After the last time, I've decided to avoid alcohol altogether.”
Josh started to ask, but Declan pulled away the flask. “Forget it, little man! No way I'm spiking your drink with your parents in the room.”
Josh turned his attention back to Kyle. “You do realize, don't you, that now that you're married, you and Amanda will be having sex, like, every night?”
Kyle just bit his lip, looking worried.
“Kyle. You worried about tonight?”
“Yes?” Kyle admitted. “I've already disappointed Amanda twice. I didn't get her an engagement ring, and I found out today she used to dream about a big church wedding. Both times she told me it didn't matter, and I believed her, but I want tonight to be special for her. I should have planned ahead, but I didn't.”
Josh brightened up, “The hotel probably has adult movies on their cable system that you could order. You could get a quick lesson...”
Declan rolled his eyes and shook his head. “I'm sure Amanda would be thrilled with that... watching porn on her wedding night...”
“Hey, I'm just saying...”
Declan could see Kyle was still worried. “Look, Kyle... I'm no expert, but I know how much you and Amanda are in to each other. Honestly, I gotta believe that everything will be fine. Worrying about it just increases the chance of ruining it. Look, if your little brother could do it...”
“Hey!” Josh interrupted before Declan could finish.
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Stephen and Nicole showed up around eight. As soon as they saw them, Kyle and Amanda moved towards the entrance to greet them.
Kyle had a large smile on his face. Clearly he was happy. “Thank you both for coming. It means a lot to us.”
“Kyle, its your wedding day, we wouldn't miss this. How did things go with Amanda's mother?”
Amanda sighed. “Before we even got there, my mother had already called the Bishop and our family lawyer. They both told her there wasn't anything she could do. She still isn't very happy that we got married, but I think she'll accept it, eventually.”
Nicole smiled her sympathetic smile. “I'm sure your mother had her own dreams about what your future would be like, and it was a shock to find you had other plans. But once she sees how happy you are, she'll accept the idea. In the end, all a parent really wants is for their child to be happy.”
Amanda turned to Kyle “Does she always have such good advice?”
Kyle smiled, “We call them 'Mom moments', and they're usually pretty good.”
Amanda smiled at that. “'Mom moments'... I like that.”
Nicole chuckled, “Well, that's one of the benefits of being part of our family.”
Amanda smiled shyly, “Thank you for that. For including me as part of your family. For making me feel welcome.”
“Last time I checked,” Stephen said jokingly, “'Daughter-in-law' was included in the definition of 'family'. Oh, and before I forget, there is a room reserved for you at the Hilton.”
Kyle was surprised. “The Hilton? That's pretty fancy We really didn't...”
“We had a sentimental reason for choosing the Hilton,” Nicole interrupted. “It's where we spent our first night as husband and wife. So we thought it would be special...”
Hillary burst in on the conversation. “Well look, it's 'Mr and Mrs. Trager, Classic Edition', and 'Mr. and Mrs. Trager, the New Edition'. Excuse me, I need to borrow the newbies for a minute. We have a wedding cake to cut!” She grabbed Kyle and Amanda by the arms and pulled them over to the cake table.
Hillary handed them the knife, and explained the fine art of cake cutting. After she had covered the basics, she added “I have extra napkins ready, in case things get, um, messy.”
“Messy?” Kyle didn't understand what Hillary was implying.
“Yes, muffin, when you feed each other the cake and smash it in each other's face? It's tradition.”
Soon everyone watching was chanting “Smash it! Smash it!” All were expecting them to make a mess.
Amanda looked up at Kyle. “Please don't...” she asked quietly.
From the tone of her voice and the expression on her face, Kyle realized Amanda would be upset if he did smash the cake in her face. He didn't know why it bothered her, but he realized he didn't need to. Amanda was trusting him on this, and that was what mattered the most. Kyle gently fed Amanda the piece of cake. Amanda, for her part, decided to be a little mischievous, and used her forefinger to put a small dab of icing on the tip of Kyle's nose as she put the cake in his mouth. Kyle didn't mind. Amanda was happy, and that was all that mattered to him.
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As the evening wore on, Nicole couldn't help but watch Kyle and Amanda. She noticed how they never seemed to be too far apart. How they always held hands or had their arms around one another. But most of all, Nicole noticed the smiles. It occurred to her that it had been a long time since she had seen Kyle with a smile that large. Clearly he was happier than he had been in quite some time. And that, Nicole decided, was all she needed to know about her son's marriage.
Amanda noticed Nicole watching them, and excused herself to walk over to where Nicole was standing. “Mrs. Trager, can I talk to you for a minute?”
“Of course, Amanda. What's on your mind?”
“I just wanted to thank you. For Kyle... If you hadn't brought him home from the detention center, I never would have met him... And if he didn't have you as his parents, I don't think he would have been the great guy that I married. So thank you. We wouldn't be here now if not for you.
Nicole smiled “That's very sweet of you, Amanda. We've never said this to you, or to Kyle, but we've always thought you were a wonderful girl. A special girl, one who is perfectly suited to be with Kyle. Stephen and I are both very happy that you're the one Kyle fell in love with.”
Amanda smiled an embarrassed smile. “Mrs. Trager, I hope you know that I'm not trying to replace you in Kyle's life. You'll always be his mother,. I know he's very special to you, and you'll always be special to him, and I don't want to interfere with that.”
“That may be, Amanda. But the truth is, Kyle will be your responsibility from here on. Not that Stephen and I won't be here if you need us. Kyle presents some... unique... challenges at times, as you now know. But I think you will do just fine.”
Amanda smiled. “I hope so. You're a pretty tough act to follow...”
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Lori was the first to notice, and immediately headed over to where Stephen and Josh were standing. “Where's Kyle?” she asked, a worried look on her face.
“I think he stepped out. Why?” Josh asked.
“We've got trouble. Jessi just showed up.”
Stephen looked past Lori and saw Jessi standing at the entrance to the room. She was looking around the room, apparently looking for Kyle. After a moment she made a beeline straight for Amanda. “Josh, go find Kyle!” Stephen ordered as he also moved towards Amanda and Nicole, trying to get there before Jessi. He didn't make it.
Nicole spotted Jessi coming towards her and Amanda. This isn't going to turn out well she thought to herself. “Jessi... uh... Hi... Would you like some deviled eggs?”
Amanda spun around to face Jessi, and Nicole moved next to her.
Jessi stopped about six feet from them. She glanced at the banner and then glared at Amanda. “I hate eggs. What's this?” she demanded. “A little late for a graduation party, isn't it?”
Amanda look Jessi straight in the eye. “It isn't a graduation party. Kyle and I got married today.”
“What?!” Jessi said in disbelief. She looked away, her eyes wide, trying to comprehend what she had just been told. “You're lying! Kyle would never do that.”
“Jessi, why would I lie about something like that?” Amanda held up her left hand with her wedding band. "Kyle has one just like it. We went to City Hall first thing this morning.”
Stephen positioned himself on the other side of Amanda. “Jessi, maybe you better leave now...”
Jessi ignored him, keeping her focus on Amanda. “Why would he ever marry you?”
“Because Kyle loves me, and he knows he can trust me.” Amanda shot back, matching Jessi's not-so-subtle insult.
“If Kyle wanted someone to trust, he should have gotten a dog. Maybe a golden retriever.”
Amanda’s eyes narrowed. “Well, that’s better than a nasty Doberman.”
Jessi bristled at the comparison. “I know which one he would want next to him in a fight.”
“Maybe, but guess which one he'll have his arms around when he falls asleep tonight.”
Jessi still hadn't adjusted to that fact. “Who do you think you are?”
“I'm his wife. You 're just going to have to get used to that idea.”
It was too much for Jessi. She started to step forward, her hands coming up from her side. Stephen and Nicole both started to pull Amanda back and simultaneously move in front of her to block Jessi.
“Jessi, that's enough!” Kyle said as he quickly interposed himself between Jessi and her intended target.
Jessi stopped, surprised to find her way blocked. She stared at Kyle, her expression a combination of hurt, anger, and confusion. "Kyle... Why?" was all she could say
“Amanda's my wife now, Jessi. I won't let you talk to her like that.” The anger in Kyle's tone changed to conciliatory. "I'm sorry you had to find out like this. Jessi, you need to let go of the past.”
Jessi stared at Kyle, trying to find a glimmer of hope, something to hold onto. Finding nothing, her expression changed to one of pure hatred. “How could you settle for ordinary?"
Jessi turned and stomped out. Amanda saw Kyle take a step to follow Jessi, and her heart sank. It was a scene she had seen before: Kyle leaving to go help Jessi. And then...
Kyle stopped.
He turned and came back to her. Concern was evident on his face. "Amanda, are you okay?"
"I'm fine, Kyle." Amanda glanced towards the door before looking back to Kyle. "Do you need to go after her?" she asked quietly. "Make sure she's okay? Kyle, I understand, if..."
Kyle understood the real question Amanda was asking. "No... My place is here, with you. Jessi will have to take of herself. She isn't my responsibility anymore, you are."
It was the answer Amanda was hoping to hear. She moved toward Kyle and let him wrap his arms around her. She let out a deep breath, and the tension from the confrontation drained for her body.